I don't own emotion. It escapes me. I had a conversation with my therapist about how when I recall events my general overall average feel...

I'm suffocating. It's starting. The warmth starts rising from your chest into your head and you can't breathe. You're fine. You're fine. ...

Dating isn't easy. I avoided it for almost 27 years. It was a nice 27 years of living in isolation, and avoidance did me well. Though now...

Isn't it so funny how keenly aware most poly people are. That's mostly a generalization based on my own experience though. Perhaps it's ...

This photo has no relation to me other than the exact feeling right now. It's two o'clock in the morning. Your name comes up in a convers...

I'm overwhelmed with the thoughts in my head. I've been off social media for a day because it's so suffocating. Keeping up the facade I'm...

I feel so very empty. I've spent my life filling everyone else's buckets and I don't even think I'm doing a good job of it. I feel like e...

Just so you know where my head's at. I wrote a blog after a panic attack, half hour before I had to go in for work. It made no sense, so ...

I've spent way too long being single that I really don't know how to be in a relationship. Not to mention dating multiple people. I think...

It starts to speak. I can hear it faint, and I know it's there. Yet I am craving that release. I realized a new trigger for me is being a...

I feel it coming, I mean I know it's coming, right, because it always does. But what if I'm okay now? What if this time it doesn't come.....

I'm sitting in a cafe with all the loud noises screaming into my ear drums. For some reason they're playing some loud hip rap music. I th...

I feel so good about being poly it's almost as if I spent 27 years believing that it didn't exist, and now all my ideas of a relationship...

I hate how I hate myself. I don't think I deserve it. I don't deserve this hate. I don't deserve to feel it towards myself or on myself. ...