HoolsJan 31, 20203 minOxygen Level 2.4%I'm suffocating. It's starting. The warmth starts rising from your chest into your head and you can't breathe. You're fine. You're fine....
HoolsJan 27, 20205 minI'm An Attention WhoreI don't remember when I first acknowledged it. Perhaps it was always known, but I didn't know it was a problem, I just thought everyone...
HoolsJan 25, 20205 minMy Sex AfflictionMy brain doesn't operate the same as a lot of people. Or at least, that's what I've gathered within research over the 28 years of my...
HoolsJan 10, 20203 minPoly on the RadarOh the groans of society imbedded beliefs when the topic of polyamory is breached. Here's a little anecdote. I recently mentioned to a...
HoolsDec 23, 20195 minConversations with me as I try to dateDating isn't easy. I avoided it for almost 27 years. It was a nice 27 years of living in isolation, and avoidance did me well. Though now...
HoolsDec 15, 20195 minA Letter to my Previous LoversDating is weird because the moment you go from platonic to romantic people's brains get all confuzzled. I don't think I've really had...
HoolsDec 7, 20193 minThe sound of the thoughts are suffocatingIsn't it so funny how keenly aware most poly people are. That's mostly a generalization based on my own experience though. Perhaps it's...
HoolsDec 1, 20194 minThe Fear of OthersI don't experience jealousy. Honestly, these photo's have nothing to do with the post and I'm too lazy to find a fit. It's very odd to...
HoolsNov 22, 20195 minPoke Me Till I BleedI've never done acupuncture, but I assume it has something to do with relieving pressure? Mostly, I don't know how things work. But I'm...
HoolsNov 18, 20194 minDead batteryThis photo has no relation to me other than the exact feeling right now. It's two o'clock in the morning. Your name comes up in a...
HoolsNov 17, 20193 minModerating Messages my Brain Sends MeI'm overwhelmed with the thoughts in my head. I've been off social media for a day because it's so suffocating. Keeping up the facade I'm...
HoolsNov 16, 20193 minLate night thoughts.I am a blob. I adhere to whatever makes you happy. -The other day I had a thought. A silent thought that I ended up sharing with one of...
HoolsNov 9, 20195 minAnger bubbles seize to simmerI have a problem. I hate monogamy. Alright, so hate is a strong word. And it's not some much the concept of monogamy. It's the culture....
HoolsOct 17, 20195 minI need a resetI feel so very empty. I've spent my life filling everyone else's buckets and I don't even think I'm doing a good job of it. I feel like...
HoolsOct 13, 20194 minI don't know who I am even.Just so you know where my head's at. I wrote a blog after a panic attack, half hour before I had to go in for work. It made no sense, so...
HoolsOct 7, 20195 minOpening the doorI've been lucky in love, recently. A friend of mine asked me the other day: 'But how do you find these partners who are open? How does...
HoolsOct 2, 20195 minHello, Hi, Please Give Me Attention Or I'll Break. Thanks.I've spent way too long being single that I really don't know how to be in a relationship. Not to mention dating multiple people. I think...
HoolsSep 28, 20195 minDid Ya Miss Me?It starts to speak. I can hear it faint, and I know it's there. Yet I am craving that release. I realized a new trigger for me is being...
HoolsSep 26, 20194 minThe Validation From An Outside SourceWhen I was in grade six my older sister got held back, which meant she was now in my grade. I was the smart one, so mostly I ended up in...
HoolsSep 23, 20194 minA Little Bit of Word VomitI feel it coming, I mean I know it's coming, right, because it always does. But what if I'm okay now? What if this time it doesn't...